Saturday, February 28, 2009

I'm always drawn back.

After writing my last post I had some regrets.

I was thinking and suddenly this notion hit me: no matter what kind of spiritual crisis I'm in, I'm always inexplicably drawn back to the Lord. Even if that crisis involves me abhoring God's actions in 1 Samuel 15 to the point that I don't think I can ever bring myself to love or embrace Him again. Times when my logic outshines my heart for God or my intimate experiences with Him.

I know that deep down, I find my hope and identity in Christ and that without Him, I am nothing. For now, that will have to suffice and triumph over my unrest about God's actions against the Alamek empire.

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